Sad during sadness

+++ Long time ready never come to update my blog, cos nth new to write during my holiday. However, now this my seriously time to worry, sadness, dunno what's going to happen next, always think this really my last time say goodbye here. Is it my life in here going to end soon??? If this really happen I dunno what am I going to do? I never hope&wish that will happen for me, always hope I cn do&finish. Dun wanted to see it end like this. Hmmm... this time nobody cn't help me, only me who cn help myself. Even me also no confident, so how am I going to help myself????

+++ Just hope that I cn do it.... .

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