Last & First

+++ Today is 9th Feb, the last day for Lunar New Year & also my first month that I already move out to stay alone. Very fast 15 days for CNY n one month for me to move out ready. CNY already gone in 2009 n just wait for other new Lunar New Year in the next year 2010. I just know how fast of the time, really fast, always go, never stop, one year to one year just like 1 hr to 1 hr. Close eyes always gone. Last time I always think time very slow but now I think time really fast. Do't forget now 2009 but later we'll stay in the new year 2010 or 20xx .......... .
+++ What I know is near 2 yrs ready that I over there. Unbelievable cos I just think I been here yesterday. One more very non-believe is 20 yrs ready that I over this world n I still dunno what I'm think or what I'm doing. 
+++ I think I'm very slow cos dunno anything......... . I hope I cn know my real way to walk soon...... . The end I want to say I love U n I miss U...... . Sorry if I make U both hopeless.... . Very thx for give me every thing... . THANK... Love U.... .