Fucking control, fucking curious

__ I know that U super very double care abt me & afraid I do sth break from the law but do't needed to say me like this. How old am I now? Fucking 1 year or think I just born in this world? I really dunno what did they think abt me? What did I do before? Did I use drug? Violate? Rape? Kill ppl? or.............????????? However, I think want to stop make friend anymore cos always think all my friend who I know is bad friend. (Sorry friend I not mean U just.......). If I fucking want to spoil even god also cn't ban me. Do't needed to do that this for me. Thx for care abt me... . What I want just hope U cn understand me n pls DO NOT only understand urself that U true & I'm wrong all what I did. Hope believe me than u believe urself. If really want control U cn, I'll do what U want curious me........ . Fuck off...... . Shit......... .