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SLF

((.)) I back but it abt 3moths I never upload my blog. More than hundred of stories happen to me but I just wanted to write 3stories which happen to me in the past n present. Study which I never cared in past, Love I think just a game, Friends who I love, but now everything had change today. Study become the most important for me, Love always push me to think abt U even U did't care, the word I love U too.. I'll remember it, Friends hav changed become like the stranger.

((..)) My blog always be my only best place I cn depend on when sad time. 1am of 29th Jan 2010, without sleep&sleepy but still think abt study, care abt U, try to make everything fine.

((...)) Hope one day everything that happen for me will be fine.

U're not but I'm

"U're not wrong but I'm wrong, cos I alrd know but I still. So I'll stop. " If tmrw never come, so just end today without started, but I." I'm the one who crazy with this story alone, so I should stop myself from this story. Hmmm... this story too long ready, cn't found where the begin, but cn find the end, the end is I'm slow, started alone, ended alone, n I stop alone too. Thx my friends told me sth abt this story that I never know, if I did't know, I think I still crazy to continue watch this story n dunno when will end, but now alrd ended. So hope cn watch other new stories soon, if I cn."

I_Boy

** Happy birthday, 31st 10 2009 **

Wish U good luck, all the best, hav a great one.

Dream come true.

Happy b'day....

No secret for 09..

(For 08, my wish I hope all my wishes become success.) So for this 2009, I just wish like last yr, hope all my wishes it become success.. . Thank U..... .

Oh thx all of my friends made me happy n surprise. Really fantastic to be ur friend. Anyway, happy to get a small letter from the person who I wanted to forget even U still in my mind. Thank U...

Remember&Miss..

## Time's flying, one yr like one day, one day like one min. I still remembered the 1st day, 4days stayed in S'pore with my brother, that we came here find the school, after found my school, we been to Sentosa, Vivo City, Parkway, Mustafa, Merlion park, everything liked happen yesterday, but it two yrs ago. Even, two yrs alrd gone, I still remembered all the things that happen for 4 days till now. I miss my 1st time in SG, cos it full of happiness in SG. On the other hand, I also really miss my dad, mom, bro, sis, really wanted to back my C'bodia home. ##

Life

||| I dunno I'm good luck or stupid? Cos every thing I did I always feel I'm wrong. Now I'm feel I lose n waste a lot of things that my parents gave to me. I know my parents always support me what I do, cos just wanted me happy. I wanted to tell my parents I'm lose n wanted to quit. However, today alrd half of my way to walk, just cn go, could't turn back, at least I die just cn back. Actually, I really want turn back to find every thing that stable n happy, like my previous life, live without worried but live wit smile, happy, laugh, safe. Hmmm.. may my friend said true, is called LIFE, LIFE is like this. Always happiness&sadness, good&bad, true&wrong... |||

S&T

(( I really feel so sorry abt what I did.

I really thank every thing that U gave me... . ))

Still same... .

++ I'm still blur n empty, unhappy without reason, asked myself what happen? No answer... .

Hmmm... My quiz is coming soon but I still dunno abt this, opened the book like give me more trouble n I hav no feeling to do it now. What should I do now?? Just I feel did sth wrong, lose sth, sad, headache, sick.... . All about what I feel now... . Hmmmm... damn why did it happen to me???

Past with Tear.

}}{{ Now I really feel wanted to back C'bodia n meet my family. Never think the time that miss home&family really hard to control. It trues, nowhere good or fantastic than own home. I hope my study end soon n 2011 is coming immediate. Last time thought outside without mom&dad is happy cos full of freedom without govern, however, the real thing just a naive n ignorant opinion. I think I'm the completely ignorant person in the world. Waste my parents money, then, make my parents hopeless. I happy to hav the best family n all my friends, but I hated to be myself. Impossible that time cn turn back, if time really turn to past I wish I'm going to say NO to be here. But every thing is could't back n happen again cos past with gone. At home, everyday in the morning always heard my mom, dad, sis, bro voice made me feel happy, but here in the same time just nth. Is it life?? Nth cn made me cry, why did't I control my tear during missing family?? Cry, tear is my hate thing in the world, cos like the damn n fuckin stupid thing.... }}{{